grilled cheese

i just got a craving for grilled cheese. so, i named my post grilled cheese. ahaha. umm, so i went to church this morning, and saw a lot of people that i know, including brandon keiffer sat right behind me which made me laugh.
hmmmmm i will be eating grilled cheese soon. because i really want it now. my house smells like chlorine. i dont know why but its really strong and its getting in my mouth and i dont like it. mannnn it snowed a lot yesterday. you know what i love more than blizzards? the day after blizzards. like, winter mornings when the snow is super super deep and perfectly level and its freezing cold outside but not windy at all and super sunny and the snow is really sparkly. yeah, like today. i love it.
so in english we have to write love stories about people we know and mrs petersen is like you could even write it about a teacher. and i think she just said that because she really wants someone to ask her about her and her husband just so she can get all sappy and stuff and tell us the story. which, no. cuz, thats awkward and plus i dont like mrs petersen and also if i tried to write that story then and i messed it up she would know and i wouldnt even be able to change anything and yeah it would just be bad soooo no. im pretty sure im gonna do my grandma and grandpa because theres no one else to do.
sooo i wrote christmas letters to everyone on my moms side of the family which is 8 letters, and they were all handwritten and not the same letter like they were all different, and it was a lot of work. but i figured since i love getting mail then other people must too so i should write letters because then people will get mail and then theyll be happy.
BAND
i have a band concert on mondayyyyyyyy!!!! im excited. because, i love band. and we have another rehearsal on monday during the sixth hour concert band so that means i have band three times in one day. andddd i get to skip sixth hour which is gym so yay. anddd i will have a 'nice view'. ahaha. and then i have pep band on tuesday andddd friday. i love band so much.
CHRISTMAS
is in thirteen days! yay. im excited. we have our christmas tree. its REAL. as in not fake. yay.
HEY
i just remembered today is my half birthday. 6 months til im fifteen. i want to be fifteen. man, this is like, high school. this is what everyone talks about. we only have four years and then its gone. we better make it last. and make it good. because all those movies you see, and all the stuff people talk about, about high school, thats like right now. RIGHT NOW. this is like, our life. right now. every single second that we have goes by and then we dont have it anymore and we have that much less of our lives to live. man i dont want to waste any more time. i waste time all the time. and i get that you cant really fill up every second, sometimes you gotta chill and waste time and not do anything, but not all the time like me. like dont just sit on your bed listening to music every day from roughly 6 to 8:30. like i do. thats such a waste of a life. remind me to be involved in more school stuff. and out of school stuff. and remind me to do stuff thats important. that im gonna remember and be like, yeah, when i was in high school, i did this and this and this and alllll this cool stuff. okay? remind me. cuz this is like, our life. i kinda want to stop wasting it.
GRILLED CHEESE NOW
okay, im super hungry, even though im sposed to be doing homework right now. so im gonna go eat grilled cheese, THEN do my homework, then go to my grandparents house where my uncle and my aunt now live also and my uncle used to live in connecticut so i like never see him so im gonna make cookies with them and ask my grandparents about their love (how is your love) and chill for a while there. anyway, bye. grilled cheese here i come. man im hungry.






why is it that when i eat breakfast i get hungrier faster, and when i dont i can last forever without eating? i dont get it. bye.