Inner Meaning

I realized that my username is 12 purple roses and the name of my blog is Wake Up and Smell the Roses. Which is funny, because also in some language or other my name means rose and my favorite color is purple and my favorite number is 12, so i was gonna have my username be purpleroses12, but i decided 12 purple roses was better. And it's funny because this was all after I named my blog, and when I named my blog I wasn't thinking about any of that at all. Actually, I don't know where I got the idea when I named it Wake Up and Smell the Roses, but once I named it I decided that my blog name is just one of those things that you can't change, so it never changed. Well, you know what the saying means, right? Like, wake up and smell the roses, they're right in front of you, helLO! wake up! wake up! are you in lala land? everything you need is right in front of you so come down from up in the clouds and smell the roses, aka enjoy life and/or whatever is right there in front of you staring you in the face, wake up and appreciate the good things, wake up from you sleep of complaining and pessimism and just look at the beautiful roses that you have and smell them until the cows come home haha there's another saying ahaha. I don't know if that particular explanation made sense; it was kinda jumbled and randomish, especially the last part, but whatever. Anyway, so there's lots of meaning behind my username and my title, there not just random like a lot of the other things I do. Actually, most of the things that I do or say that seem random have a train of thought behind them that make sense in my mind but seem random to whoever else. So, remember that and don't look at me weird the next time something random pops out of my mouth. Bye Bye now!