hey.

Lyrics to the cave:
It's empty in the valley of your heart
The sun, it rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you've left behind

The harvest left no food for you to eat
You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see
But I have seen the same
I know the shame in your defeat

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I'll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

So tie me to a post and block my ears
I can see widows and orphans through my tears
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
When you know the maker's land

So make your siren's call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it's meant to be

And I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again
I love Mumford and Sons because their lyrics are really poetic and awesome. Same with The Airborne Toxic Event.

Also I listened to Florence + The Machine and it's awesome.

SNOW.
I wish Thanksgiving would hurry up and come so I can stop feeling guilty about being in the Christmas spirit. I want to bake and drink hot chocolate and go sledding and listen to Christmas music and go to the mall and buy presents for people and decorate the tree.

Are we having a Winter Formal? I've heard we are. I hope so. We should do a Secret Santa. Secret Santas are fun.

I'm supposed to be doing homework now. I have a lot to do. I haven't had any free time this weekend though, so I decided to have free time now and I'll do my homework later.

My hair is getting boring again, and less shiny, so I think I'm gonna cut it again and condition it so it's not so boringg. I want my ears to be pierced more. Like four more times. Asdfghjkl how old do you have to be to have them do it without a parent? 16? Hopefullyyy.

I think it's time to start my homework because I ran out of things to say. Well, I didn't run out of things to say, but I ran out of things to say that I want to put on here. Adios.

Bad

So I just realized that a person that I talked about more than once in previous posts actually knows about this blog, and even if they don't ever go on it, they still know about it, so they might go on it, which is bad, and also if they chose to go on it now, they would definitely know that I was talking about them, so wow, that's bad. Oh well.

Soooooo, what to talk about? Nothing really. So I realized we have a band concert next week. I totally forgot about it. I don't think my band is ready, honestly. Also, the marimba is broken. They might want to get started on that, cuz to fix it you have to take the whole thing apart. Fail.

asdfghjkl I was at Caribou for 4 hours today. I saw Sean there and apparently Mamun was there too but I didn't see him so for the rest of the day he's like wow I guess you just don't notice black people but I swear he wasn't there! I totally did not even see him. He must've left before I even saw Sean.

11-11-11. Made a wish. It was pretty general but anyway hopefully it comes true. Know what movie I wanna watch right now? The Notebook. That is an awesome movie.


So I probably should start at least thinking about where I want to go to college. I wanna go out of state even though it's more expensive because I'm gonna live in Minnesota my whole life and so I want to experience a different state for a little while. I was thinking Colorado, or South Carolina, but only because I like the state, because I haven't been to the colleges in either of those states so I have no idea what they're like. But I definitely don't want to go in or around Minnesota because going to North Dakota or Iowa or Wisconsin is pointless since it's basically the same as here. Except Iowa has more corn. Anyway. Imma go now. Bye.

gotta get down on friday

I have a question...what does 'get down' mean? Like, if I said, this Friday I'm gettin down...what would I be doing?

ANYWAY

This Friday (aka today) I'm not getting down (well maybe I am, since I'm not sure what that means), but going to the play. I really wish we did two musicals instead of a play because musicals are always fun no matter what and plays have the potential to be boring. Although I heard this play was good.

I want to sleep. You know when you like someone and it's weird? Yeah right now I like someone and it's weird omg.

I really like french fries; they are my favorite food.


Usually I just talk about whatever comes to my head/has been on my mind all day and APPARENTLY this is what has been on my mind all day. Lots of people were gone today because of choir which was cool cuz then our classes were all empty.

Guess what for AP gov apparently the juniors had a sub and it was Mr Ronchak except Maheen was at choir so Cassidy had to text her and tell her and then Maheen said I'm gonna die. Poor Maheen. Except then on the way to french I saw him and I like yelled HEY MR RONCHAK and then he saw me and smiled and waved. Also we had a fire drill today during second hour and also during second hour which is AP chem Mr Shipway did a backflip and it was awesome. Well anyway. I'm gonna go straighten my hair even though it's already straight because when I'm bored sometimes that's what I do. So bye.