Stupid

Ahhhhh gosh i'm mad cuz i had to go home sick and my stupid math was being stupid because i thought i knew how to do it and then stupid dale was being stupid and told me this weird complicated way to do it and then i asked leah and turns out i was doing it right anyway..................................................................... stupid stupid stupid and now i liek cant even type cuz my fingers are being stupid...,. but on the bright side i managed to memorized the first two pages out of five of this sonatina thhingy on the piano................................................... but seriously now i'm gonna have to do my math homework and i'm not gonna get it cuz of stupid dale and i wasnt even joking around and stuff in math today i was actually asking him for help and he was being stupid.....................................n and then on friday we have the math test which i am also gonna failllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll and we were supposed to do the first page of the ppractyice test front and back but i didnt even finish the front cuz of stupid dale.................................................................. cuz usually he helps me but today he was beign STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and now i feel a little better from being sick but it RAINING so i cant go outside or anything and there's nothing to do..................... and hahahahahahahaha you guys are still in school hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha but you only have like 15 minutes left....................... whatever i left early and let me tell yoiu that time goies by a loooooooooooooooooooootttttttt faster when you are not in school/////////.................. like seriously it seems like foever when you are sitting in class waiting for it to be two o clock but then at home you're like omg its already 1:30............................................................................................................................................ you know those tings that say like only smart people canb read this and really everyone can even though the letters are all scrambled up but you can still read it??? well that is knda like what this post is like because of my stupid untyping fingers........................................................................... whatever anyway that is all i guess welll wait i'll do one of those guess the songs thingys that i havent donein like forever.................... here goes this all.....

btw these songs are not necessarily all new


1. A dizzy twister dance
What's goin on on the floor?
What's the name of this club?
Gonna be okay

2. Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
Slow it down, make it stop
Yeah, it's a lot
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

3. Every rule I had you breakin
I ain't never gonna shut you out
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more

4. What you know bout me?
MAC, loreal, yep, cuz I'm worth it
When its time for lunch my lips still rock
Sittin in 8th period, thought I was in trouble

5. I look for peace, but see I don't attain
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
The pain is deep
He seems alone though he is feelin blue

6. Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
You're bringin out a side of me that I don't know
Why we up 3 am on the phone?

7. Everybody wants you
Who can really blame you?
Back by popular demand
How does it feel? Is it fantastic? Is it grand?

8. With a big smile on my face
I wonder how bad that tastes
Where's that shiny car?
I've never seen you fall so hard

9. Four little words just to get me along
I never say anything at all
They call me Stacey
But I'm a riot

10. The chaos that controlled my mind
But always in my heart
Her heart is breakin in front of me
I tried my best to feed her appetite

ok while idk this is either really easy or really hard......................... idk but listening to all this music has put me in a much better mood............ so bye now

ps guess what they're redoing my street so we're all carving our names in it!!! anywat bye

.................................................................................................*raisa*............................................................


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Not Entertained.

AKA bored but i think i'm pretty sure i already named a post that and i don't repeat post names so uhhh there's that. ok time goes by wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to fast for its own good. before it knows it its going to be out of itself and THEN what is it going to do? yeah that's what i thought. NOTHING. so it can go suck on that. see if it wants to go super fast after THAT. oh yeah, that's right, run away. yeah so just wanted to throw that out there. well i was going to have this be a really long post but i actually cant think of anything to say... oh i know i'll just type a poem that i already wrote........ lemme go find it....

alright actually i have a whole notebook of poems i already wrote... idk if they're any good but they're just to make this post longer............... so here goes a few:

btw none of them have names

music around me like lace-
delicate dancing flutes and skipping bells
frantic thunder...
tubas march, elephants on parade
a storm.
crashing cymbals- giant waves...
a heart, bass drum beating
trumpets in regal welcome
slap in the face-hard and
rhythmic- a snare
jumping and skittering
tight- a boa constrictor
loose, like a feathery blouse
making you dizzy, faster, slower
entrancing-
symphony


there goes that one... here's one about time!!! let's scare time away with this amazazing poem..... haha anyway here it is...

actually this one does have a title... weird...


Shackles From Time

Time is tricky
oh, yes she is
she binds me with shackles
and although shackles
are supposed to be heavy, Time
has made them light
and invisible
And then, she
chained my shackles to her wrist
and took off running.
so of course,
thanks to tricky Time,
I have no choice but to stumble behind.

I actually didnt think that one was any good t all, now that i am retyping it, but uh... whatever. ok i gtg now so uh bye

teehee oops

well i guess that monthly mail thing never happened.................................. oh well. i would do it now but too late and i'll only be able to do it for like two months.................... festival of nations was sooooooooooooooooooo fun i bought a bag..... :) anyway........................... about that story i was gonna post...... yeah i guess that never happened either.............................................. oh wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll those korean bird thingys were sweet but um guess what lacey got dumped............. sad for her she was obsessed with him but kaden told jonathan to dump her just like 'oh, you should dump her' and he didnt really care and then jonathan was like ok. so he did. which means he obviously didnt really care about her that much. sad but thats why you shouldnt have a boyfriend in middle school..................................................................... sucks to be her.......well uh bye now


btw guess what its friday this week went bye soooooooooooooo fast.

well mackenzie is over right now i'm going to type little snippets of what she saysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss starting................... now:

what do you think i'm doing.... cuz this is humpty dumpty!!! humpty dumpty does NOT die. josh is weird. he has mental issues cuz he says he has mental issues. you have to have really bad mental issues to say you have mental issues. it had a baby!!! don't fall.... last one!!! ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah!!! how do i get the baby on??? raisa, look! ooooooooooooh!!! don't you dare fall on me. i'm not doin it. i'm not doin it. i'm not doin it. you piehole. you've got a fat butt you little fat butt!!! i know, i'm awesome aren't i???

ok i'm done. remember those are just snippets they are missing some words in between. haha i just showed her this and now she's laughing really hard. anyway bye now. she just said she cant feel her stomach cuz she's laughing so hard. ok bye